Facing battles every morning
Prefer to be in bed and yawning
Freedom is what my soul is yearning
From feeling locked up that my anxiety is causing

I have always thought that I needed no one by my side after various events that happened in my life.
I have learnt how to stand on my own two feet and felt like there wasn't anything in the world that I can't overcome on my own

But lately, it has been hard to even get up. I don't even know the cause of this feeling. I hate not having control of my life.

I feel like i've lost everything.
My friends.
My family.
My life.

I lost the will to live..

No more #yolo
No more #livelaughlove
No more #livelifetothefullest

Cos I feel I'm at my lowest.

chasing happiness

there comes a point in life where we have no one but ourselves.

for me? it has been one too many times.

i sometimes wonder why my friends seek relationship advises from me when i have never been able to stay in a relationship for more than 10 months. not shitting you on this.

it doesn't take a genius to figure out that i am close to 'perfect', they say. then i guess i just need to really put out my flaws and imperfections cos with all my 'perfection' as they say, i am unable to hold a man down for too long. too good to be true? i don't think so.

i've been cheated on. lied to. kicked. slapped. those can't even compare to the emotional and mental disturbance that it has affected me with.

is a girl really asking for too much?

i've been crying for far too long. i wanna chase after my happiness.

xo,
Mira.cle

Virgin Post

Virgin Post!

I keep coming back to blogger.com. Tried wordpress, tumblr, nuffnang and all. I still prefer to blog my thoughts on blogger. I think I'm the kind of person who's 'brand loyal'.

Well, the lstpost I wrote on my other non-functional blog was in 2011.
It has been 4 years since.
Still stupid.
Still single.
Just more religious now. Alhamdulillah.

A lifestyle blog, this is.

Will update soonest.