chasing happiness

there comes a point in life where we have no one but ourselves.

for me? it has been one too many times.

i sometimes wonder why my friends seek relationship advises from me when i have never been able to stay in a relationship for more than 10 months. not shitting you on this.

it doesn't take a genius to figure out that i am close to 'perfect', they say. then i guess i just need to really put out my flaws and imperfections cos with all my 'perfection' as they say, i am unable to hold a man down for too long. too good to be true? i don't think so.

i've been cheated on. lied to. kicked. slapped. those can't even compare to the emotional and mental disturbance that it has affected me with.

is a girl really asking for too much?

i've been crying for far too long. i wanna chase after my happiness.

xo,
Mira.cle